short intro

This blog is about my journey so far... recovery from the years spent focusing only on individual details instead of the big picture. My new selves of the past are explained by this new big picture- and is quite strange to lose the layers of change I thought I had obtained. Further down the path of frustration and exhaustiong.... reaching out for that true self trapped behind stone of complex PTSD

Sunday, April 21, 2013

chapter 2- PTSD ~~~~~ 12/20/12---- process crash


an approach that had been suggested before but that I was not able to face with the right open mind.

catalyzed by an evil deed, the crippling despair reverberates---- the force of death inflicted smashes into every human able to comprehend what was done

for me a sudden recognition of an even deeper level of inaccess to myself than I ever thought possible

to be continued---